The Sentinels Day dreamer more elegantly spelled

It was dumb and he knew it. The silence was crushing and he ended up just snorting and cracking a grin shrugging helplessly. He gave her a weak smile " It feels good. It distracts me. It helps me relax...And no it's not..like a hobby. Only one time" he tried to explain and fell short his ears flicking back as he dropped his gaze.  "I'm sorry that was probably weird I've never really even mentioned sex  with anyone. Not even Aliac." oh god was there something wrong with mentioning the word? He cringed and all fight or flight systems in his brain slowly began to shift toward flight.