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Pan's stomach fluttered when Peregrine licked her cheek, close to the side of her lips. She smiled softly when Perry said he was happy; she felt happy, too, even though she hadn't had the guts to tell him about that other thing just yet. She would. In time. Some day. Just... Right now things were moving fast enough as it were, and she wanted to, well, give it some time.

Peregrine talked about letting the pack know at a pack hunt, and Pan swallowed, feeling a little uneasy, but didn't want to take back what she had said. She did want this, just... it wasn't exactly as she intended, and she wasn't sure she was ready to tell everyone yet when she didn't even know what it was that they had, exactly, herself. But it was better than nothing, and so Pan nodded in agreement. "Yes, that - that'd be fine," she said with a bashful smile that reflected how intimidated it made her feel that they were taking these steps, even if it was what she wanted.

Pan considered sleeping at the rendezvous site. She did like Perry and Fox' pups a lot, so that was okay. Pan just wasn't so sure what Fox thought of her, even though she always acted nice. Especially after what'd happened to Junior and how she had demoted Peregrine, even if was just for a little while, Pan was a little scared of her. Not that she'd tell Perry that, of course. Pan took a couple of minutes of looking thoughtful before she eventually agreed: "Yes... Uhm, yes, I think I'd like that." She added: "Maybe... Maybe sometimes, we - we could still find a quiet spot for uhm, for the two of us..?" It'd be nice to be with the pups and Perry -- and Fox, but Pan was less pleased about that bit -- but it would also be nice to be alone with him at times. It was easier to pretend everything wasn't complicated and it was just the two of us then.