Moonspear onwards to the edge

@Kerosene

What do I desire? The question plagued her very existence, every word burned into the back of her mind at any given moment. She'd always assumed what she sought was power, but how could that be when the energy it would take seemed more than she could ever give? It appeared she had some commitment issues. Not that this notion was any news to her. The slightest smile tugged at her lips and cracked along the side of her muzzle, feeling a bubble of amusement take her rather than the threat of frustration. 

Tilting her crown back against the rough rock of the mountain, her body twisted towards the point of the cliff. Eyes wide they wandered the expanse of the stars above, blinking wildly at the sparse sprinkle of rain that clashed against her eyelashes. Not ideal conditions for stargazing only getting small glimpses between thick bloated stretches of clouds, it certainly was a challenge to connect the constellations. But her heart wasn't up to the task either way, and it was only a distant habit of looking busy that she even attempted to do so. 

Pessimistically she knew that whatever answer she was looking for wouldn't drop down from the heavens anytime soon. The weight of that possibility allowed her bi-colored eyes to shut suddenly, disillusioned by her trek up the mountain in that moment.