Firefly Glen rocks in the water

all welcome! maybe @Rosalyn ?

Thoughts meandered through Pantaleimon's head as the fireflies bobbed through the darkening skies as Pan wandered through the glen around sunset. Even though his last meeting with Peregrine had gone well and they'd cuddled and hunted together, Pantaleimon could not shake the feeling of impending doom and he feared greatly for the time the pups would be born. Where at one point he had considered it a great thing, and had figured he'd be, like, their fairy godmother — or -father — and that Fox and Perry would consider him to be almost like an equal parent, that dream had been crushed, and replaced by one of utter uncertainty. Perry had made it sound like everything was going to be okay, but what if it wasn't going to be? The thought of leaving Perry and Redhawk was frightening, and Pan just didn't know what to do. And where would he go? To Reek's pack? Would the Alpha female Pan'd 'met' even let him join? It seemed so long since he had seen Reek, too. And what about Perry? The thought of leaving behind Perry, of losing him, brought a knot to Pan's stomach too heavy to bear.

With the pent up emotions raging free, Pantaleimon sighed while he watched the pink and orange skies. They looked beautiful, and in no way represented the way he felt. Pan glanced back at the jittery fireflies, and while it was a beautiful display, they represented better how torn and chaotic Pan felt on the inside.