Moonspear i've got some damn bad intentions

hydra didn't fully understand-- fine, he'd never really talked about it that much and it was unfair for him to just assume she knew everything. but it hurt. he didn't want to, he wanted her to just understand and they could move on-- but that wasn't how this was going to work.

"i don't know," he whined, shaking his head. "she could be-- anywhere. anything could've happened to her and i don't know." his gaze fell to his paws as he sucked in a shakey breath, his tail twitching in an effort to calm his nerves. "but, i lost her. it was dark and the rain fell in sheets and i couldn't see or hear anything and i lost her." but it was an accident! he hadn't meant it-- and he couldn't have truly done anything about it-- right? couldn't hydra see that? about this too? he didn't know what else to say, and a quiet sob wracked at his chest as he tried to keep down everything else. he couldn't keep going, that was all there was to it... but maybe hydra would understand, maybe, he hoped.