Moonspear stupid piece of shit

Inspiration: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnYgJ2s7dNg

Despite feeling much better physically, Rannoch's mind ran rampant with negativity. It kept him awake most nights, as @Liffey slept soundly at his side. Rannoch didn't dare to allude to such feelings, as he didn't want to drag his unsuspecting companion into it all. During the day, the Iota found himself much stronger, but at night he crumpled under the weight of his guilt. His worries were spread out, his thoughts ranging from the pack that he had abandoned to his wayward sibling.

He sighed heavily, thinking of Titmouse and Redshank; tonight's main thought. Suddenly worried that he had been too loud, he looked to Liffey to see if she had stirred. Thankfully, that had not been the case as she seemed undisturbed by the noise. Not wanting to risk waking Liffey anymore, Rannoch slowly rose and tiptoed out of the den they shared. 

The night greeted Rannoch with a cold slap in his face, and he flinched at the difference in temperature. Rannoch was fairly accustomed to the brisk conditions, and, despite this familiarity, he had not anticipated the evening to be as cold as it was.  Negativity was quick to swarm his mind after his initial shock, and he drew himself further from his den. Once he was at a reasonable distance, a separation in space in which he could wallow in his feelings without disturbing Liffey,  Rannoch sat upon a ledge that overlooked Bramblepoint. Though he wasn't that high up on the mountain, he could see for miles. But even with his peaceful perspective of the valley, Rannoch was still troubled. 

"You're a real piece of shit for leaving those kids behind," Rannoch thought to himself, his eyes downcast and his shoulders hunched. "They'll freeze once Winter fully hits. You realize that, right?" And with this thought, tears welled in his ocean-like eyes. "Rannoch, you're a fucking numbskull for allowing yourself to almost get murdered and leaving those kids behind. You didn't deserve the Vale, anyways." 

It was there and then that Rannoch allowed himself to weep openly and quietly.