January 23, 2019, 02:04 PM
He was going to heal... There was something in the way he said this that caught on and resonated inside Sarah's mind. She had rarely considered her self-loathing spikes, the emotionless darkness, the jumbled up emotions, when they were there, and occasional lack of willingness to live as a disease. That this was not a punishment for her past mistakes, rather that this was something that had taken over her and plagued her, given the right circumstances.
And if only she could admit that there was a hope even for her to heal and get better, to stop suffering, she would also be just like Gannet. Serene. It was probably a question of will - it was easier to hang on to the past with pain reminding her that it was real still at some point. Sadly, she had to admit that she was not yet ready to will the disease away.
"Tell me a story," she asked, thinking that not helping to move the conversation on twice (or thrice) was not entirely polite. And that she should give just a little effort to help Gannet help her. "Anything, any kind."
And if only she could admit that there was a hope even for her to heal and get better, to stop suffering, she would also be just like Gannet. Serene. It was probably a question of will - it was easier to hang on to the past with pain reminding her that it was real still at some point. Sadly, she had to admit that she was not yet ready to will the disease away.
"Tell me a story," she asked, thinking that not helping to move the conversation on twice (or thrice) was not entirely polite. And that she should give just a little effort to help Gannet help her. "Anything, any kind."
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Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 06, 2019, 01:32 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 07, 2019, 08:25 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 08, 2019, 03:36 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 09, 2019, 06:21 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 11, 2019, 03:00 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 13, 2019, 10:00 AM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 13, 2019, 10:50 AM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 15, 2019, 09:26 AM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 17, 2019, 03:56 AM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 17, 2019, 07:04 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 18, 2019, 03:25 AM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 19, 2019, 02:41 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 20, 2019, 12:21 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 21, 2019, 01:48 AM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 21, 2019, 01:52 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 22, 2019, 07:27 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 23, 2019, 02:04 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 24, 2019, 06:48 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - January 26, 2019, 05:08 AM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - January 27, 2019, 12:43 AM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - February 02, 2019, 03:29 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Gannet - February 03, 2019, 02:35 PM
RE: Nemo Sine Vitio Est - by Sarah - February 10, 2019, 05:37 AM