Shadewood I only wish we weren't friends

@Takara or perhaps @Issun for a bittersweet moment? Or maybe @Deku for sad mommy feels?

She didn't fall asleep nestling into her son as she normally did. She didn't go to Takara or anyone else. Instead she stood and made sure Deku stayed asleep and walked outside, far away from any sleeping wolves and sat where she could see the moon. There she searched for poppy and upon finding them, she licked them off the flower.

A while passed and when the high hit all the sadness that was choking her surged forth and she cried, a calm, quiet but powerful cry that had tears streaming freely. As she looked to the moon she began to sing, unaware of how loud she was being.

I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go
So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don't ever let me know
If you still care don't ever let me know