Northstar Vale If you can't read from the same page

for @Hotaru gonna assume her eyes arent completely transitioned and more like vaguely shifting since it's a few weeks process :^)
also marking mature for: TW, sexual thoughts, pedophilia thoughts, incestual thoughts, um yeah this dude sucks
prefer only hotaru joins, nothing huge is gonna happen so she wont really need "saving" etc 

Takeshi was restless as hell lately. Reiko was busy nursing children, and other times playing with them or singing which was cute, but Takeshi was the type of man who wished to be pleased whenever he wanted. So after a dry spell of not boinking his wife in a while, he was horngry. Was this what being married was like? Never feeling the touch of a woman ever again? Hell no. If she wasn't providing, he'd find someone else willing to help. 

Today he lie just outside the den, at a position where he could stretch his neck and peer in to check on the kids inside. Blue gaze shuffled over them and settled on Hotaru. Damn. She was growing up faster than he expected; somehow she already seemed a young woman in spite of her size and intelligence. Was he just exaggerating her? But how had she grown into this beautiful little mini-Reiko? For the first time now, the dark thoughts that had laid beneath the black tar surface of his sickly heart broke out. He imagined how small she would be beneath him- how Reiko had tried to fight back, how Hotaru knew nothing of fighting. How easy it would be to get her to give into his will- because she was a child, who had never been taught that her father could not touch her in such ways. 

He sucked in a sharp breath, surprised at his own intrusive thoughts. This was not what a father was supposed to be like- and she was a child. Takeshi forced his gaze away from her.