Sun Mote Copse inner gold

while she is encouraged by the first half of meerkat's speech, she is as equally discouraged by the second half. children. mate. she is assured it did not have to be that way but the thought of either of those things weigh heavy in her stomach which churns with discomfort.

and she is unsure why the idea of either makes her skin crawl. she does not mind her nieces and nephews ... and her parents had, had an idyllic relationship before maxim had left ...died — whatever had actually befallen her long last father.

towhee jr is sure she is making a face like she just licked a battery.

it is easy for her to want to spurn something she has never experienced. she had an extremely fleeting crush on ariadne but the other woman hadn't been around long enough in moonsong for jr to really sit with it.

-i don't see myself as wife material, let alone mother material,- jr states, with flat movements. -not that there's anything wrong with either of those things. i just don't think they're ... for me.-