Redhawk Caldera We don't laugh anymore

Partly to avoid inviting more of Finley's motherly wrath and also because he felt so damn guilty about everything, Peregrine initially resisted the urge to seek out @Eljay again. But it was not an impulse he could deny for long. He ached to reach out to his nephew, assure him that he knew he'd never meant any harm. Peregrine wanted Eljay to know how much he appreciated how seriously he took his responsibilities when it came to the pups and how his deep love for Peter could not have been more apparent. There were a thousand things the Alpha wanted to say to him, he just hoped Eljay wasn't too upset to give him the time of day.

He lurked past the Beta pair's den in the early hours of the morning but didn't see him, though he found him on his second pass, faithfully keeping vigil. Fairly sure Finley was in the den with the three newbies, he stood at a distance and tried to catch the Delta's eye. If it seemed Eljay was trying to avoid his gaze, he would take the hint and leave. But his heart climbed into his throat, hopeful that he could put things right, or as right as he could considering there was no way to bring Peter back from the dead.

Tag for reference. Hope these assumptions are OK. Let me know if I need to change anything. If Eljay would ignore him, I'll blackmail someone else to jump in here instead. :D