Snowforest Taiga Right Sarah Lynn? ...Sarah Lynn?

Mallaidh hesitates when Aviana steps closer, asking her to stay. One paw remains above the ground as she listens, one ear swiveled back at the explanation. It doesn’t really make anything better and she’d have felt better if she’d never run into her again.
 
“You were…” she starts, uncertain what she wants to say. “My first. I don’t know… why it matters, but it does,” she explains and though she’s turned back, she isn’t out of position to leave. She’d never put much thought to sex until then. She’d guess Blixen might be her first, or maybe Rose, but it had been some strange woman and then Artaax, making everything worse. Suppressing the events with Aviana had lumped Artaax in because thinking about one leads to the other and it’s best for all of them to put away. It wasn’t right, she thinks but doesn’t find the ability to say.