Moonspear I will go down with this ship

in a situation entirely out of her control, forgiveness is the only weapon she clutches close; she knows she will, can never give it. dragomir had been clear last they'd spoke, she did not deserve them, and she did not deserve any closure for what she had done. "and my brother's." she affirms, declaring, "we will never give it." 

wife and mother. they were things she wanted naught to do with, but she could accept the woman's desire for them. if anything, it made it clear that she had had say in her coming here, and her mother had not regarded her entirely as some object. 

evidently, she accepts these reasons. and yet, "why do you want children?" there was a difference, she thought, between wanting to be a mother and wanting to have children.