Blacktail Deer Plateau reminiscence

it is @Erzulie's company she seeks that day. the girl grapples with her own naivity; she is not blind to it. she wishes to be more like her golden sister, perhaps, or her mothers, fierce and strong. she wonders, sometimes, at the cause of her otherness, and yet finds no definitive answer. it is as if some heavy mantle has been throw over her, making unattainable that sharpness her siblings share, that clear view of the world she longs for. the more the struggles with it, the further tangled within it she becomes. 

her mothers are wise, and have always given her some form of clarity. and so she calls lowly for erzulie then, settling on a ridge as dusk begins to gather thickly on the horizon.