Heron Lake Plateau she got 1988 mariah carey hair

please note that over the last week an absence from tegan might've been noted, but it was also known that he'd left scouting with bat.

probably needs a warning because there's 500 swears in this post.

tegan had cried a lot. like a fucking ton. and he didn't even fucking care if you told anyone. tell everyone. he was a fucking pussy ass coward and you could say it to his face. fucking do it, bitch. say it to him. 

he had been... gone for the last week. he wasn't even sure where he'd been. he'd gone up and down the river looking for her but he hadn't gotten a single sign of her. she was gone. fucking dead. it was his god damn fault. he had to keep looking. but he hadn't found much to eat that week, a few scraps and he wasn't even that hungry for them. tegan. not hungry. it was fuckin bizarro. 

anyhoo. 

he came back to the borders eventually. cause he had a duty, or whatever. and he missed his mom. he missed her a lot. he missed towhee too. and niamh. and bat. he missed bat. fuck he missed bat.

he drug himself to the borders and then laid down -- lookin like a big ball of sad. disheveled, maybe, but no injuries, no blood, no nothing. just sad. he didn't even try to howl, someone would probably trip over him. 

@Finley @Towhee @Niamh the important ones but anyone who patrols lmfao