Stone Circle Happiness Is A Warm Gun

The female's body was slowly rising and falling, had her plan failed? Was her gateway to happiness and relief closing? She was so tired, not physically, but mentally, she just wanted to rest, was that too much to ask for? Vespera's mind was dark, she couldn't see anything, she couldn't feel anything, the only thing she could hear was her declining heartbeat. Her body couldn't keep up the fight for much longer, she had low blood pressure due to starving herself which resulted in her heart not being able to keep up with the demands that her dying system needed. But, there was still fight in her, even if she didn't want to fight anymore, she relied on her backup plan to finish her off if nature wouldn't she will. She wanted to open her eyes, just to see what had happened, what went wrong, why was she still breathing? Why wasn't she in the afterlife? The young female's scar began to sting as the air pressed against it, but she couldn't move to ease the pain, her nerves were focusing on keeping her alive. Vespera was so close, she wasn't going to give up just yet, but for now, she was stuck, stuck because someone was selfish enough to grab her out of her escape.

But, there was a warm presence that made her body feel much better, it was making her system feel more comfortable, but her mind was screaming, screaming at her to get up and run. But she couldn't, her plan might have worked a little too well, her starvation left her vulnerable to healing, she didn't want to heal, she wanted to be free, free of this pain that she caused herself. She wanted so badly to blame others for her suffering, but how could she? What was she doing wrong? She didn't know, but what she could gather, there was something that needed to be disposed of, her existence caused pain, all she knew was pain and rejection. Valette had her family had to suffer just because she wanted to find comfort, it was her fault that Leta got hurt, it was her fault that Greyback did what he did, it was her fault that she was always treated like dirt. Vespera knew it was her fault for everything, she finally had found a solution, and it got taken away from her, just like everything else, she just wanted an end, but it appears that there is no end. The young female felt like she was in an endless loop, how long will this go on? 

The young female tried to move her head, but every movement was of no avail, there was an only slight shift of her head before she gave up, her eyes were trying to twitch open, would she want to see what was or who was there? The young female wanted to see what was going on, who or what was keeping her hostage of her destiny, her eyelid twitched slightly, there was a small sliver of her purple gaze visible as she tried to make out a figure that was using their body as a way to keep her alive. She could make out a fuzzy image, but she couldn't be sure, was it Valette? Every wolf seemed big to her, but her instincts were telling her that she was an ant compared to this mountain that was trying to keep her warm. She couldn't keep her eye open for long as it closed without resistance, her body was still rising and falling in a shaky rhythm.