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Frustrated. She was frustrated because again, Hua was questioning her motives. Why do I have to tell you? she asked, You don't trust me? Similar to her sister, Ying's tone dropped to something more desperate than accusatory. What did she have to do to earn basic respect? Moreover (and perhaps more importantly), when would the twins learn to trust?

You trust the foreigners more than you trust me. Ying rolled her eyes and kicked at the snow, sending flurries into the air. In some ways, they had switched roles; Ying despised Hua's efforts to corrupt their home, something that was meant to be sacred. I thought that if I did it on my own, you would respect me more. 

I wouldn't just be Ying, the outsider.

Ying frowned. Regardless of who I sleep with, I know better than to do it when I'm fertile. What was Hua not understanding? There's nothing wrong with having sex, but timing is important. If you did sleep with someone, or whatever, you could be pregnant. That's more resources to spend that right now, we don't have.