Bearclaw Valley lilacs

You just have to decide what that is... the words swirled endlessly in his mind. Toad had never known who he wanted to be, what he wanted to become- what destiny awaited him or what future he sought. Life came and went and he was simply an observer, never walking through any open doors and rather lingering in place, waiting for a door to open for him. It was why he wasn't anyone important. It was why he didn't have any especial skills, and why Evien would never be his. He had no desire to chase. 

A little glimmer in his eye at Merrick's next words. I don't care what I am or what you make of me. So if you need spies... I can gladly do that for you.