November 12, 2024, 12:48 PM
many things skimmed the surface of her cousin's face, and chani found herself curiously analyzing each one of them.
for her, the thought of this act was vaguely intriguing but more repulsive than anything. when she thought of men, her mind brought val and etienne and lafayette to mind, safe men. ones she knew. and she thought of them in their proper roles, as steward and brother; there was no room in her mind for chani to consider other men, other things with men.
they were an amorphous concept in her world outside those trusted males.
"i do not t'ink i like men," she said with the clear confidence of one unawakened to desire. "i am not lookin' at women ei'ter. i suppose i would want a man who is quiet. demure. minds himself an' gives me a host of children. maman walks far, she says. t'ere be many men. but what would i do wid any of dem?"
chani wiped sand from determined paws. "i should fin' one now and fin' him again when it be time. dat way i have already made de choice."
for her, the thought of this act was vaguely intriguing but more repulsive than anything. when she thought of men, her mind brought val and etienne and lafayette to mind, safe men. ones she knew. and she thought of them in their proper roles, as steward and brother; there was no room in her mind for chani to consider other men, other things with men.
they were an amorphous concept in her world outside those trusted males.
"i do not t'ink i like men," she said with the clear confidence of one unawakened to desire. "i am not lookin' at women ei'ter. i suppose i would want a man who is quiet. demure. minds himself an' gives me a host of children. maman walks far, she says. t'ere be many men. but what would i do wid any of dem?"
chani wiped sand from determined paws. "i should fin' one now and fin' him again when it be time. dat way i have already made de choice."
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granny helped me take the wise route - by Chani - September 19, 2024, 10:22 AM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Sobeille - October 03, 2024, 09:46 AM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Chani - October 12, 2024, 05:27 PM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Sobeille - October 18, 2024, 07:53 AM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Chani - October 28, 2024, 02:51 PM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Sobeille - November 01, 2024, 07:56 AM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Chani - November 12, 2024, 11:39 AM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Sobeille - November 12, 2024, 11:58 AM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Chani - November 12, 2024, 12:48 PM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Sobeille - November 12, 2024, 01:44 PM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Chani - November 12, 2024, 01:53 PM
RE: granny helped me take the wise route - by Sobeille - November 12, 2024, 05:22 PM
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