The Sunspire I'm not good enough

Jace looked at her and a small whimper came from his maw without meaning too. He was about to thrust a lot of responsibility on her shoulders and though he was more than willing to take up the mantle again in time, right now a rest was needed. He tilted his head and studied her, she was leaner than she had been and she looked tired, which made this all the more difficult.

He sat to his haunches and looked down at the ground, avoiding her gaze at all costs. He did not wish to see the fury or the disappointment there. THe disappointment would probably be worse than anger. Anger he could deal with, disappointment in his shortcomings and flaws he could not. He held enough disappointment inside himself.

Ame...i....I don't know how to begin so I'm just going to plow ahead. I...I would like to step down from Beta for a time. I wish to focus on Vienna and I feel as if I have rather failed you my friend very badly. I could not save Ferdie and I was supposed to protect Summer and I managed to allow him to almost kill himself with herbs...and I am hot headed I have fought verbally with Sumayl on two separate occasions now, mostly about my sister...but well I should have been a neutral party.