Silver Creek Sailing high, up above the sky

@Heston

She found herself looking for him.  There was no particular reason she could think of really.  She just wanted to see him she supposed... check up on how he was doing.  Recently she'd been thinking about him more and more, no matter how hard she tried to push the thoughts away.  In all truth though she was a little bit scared of this feeling.  She had never felt anything like this before and didn't know what to call it.  It was like a feeling where you got excited and nervous at the same time when you thought of them.  She found it hard to explain.

As she walked, she thought of quite a few things really, how she was finally beginning to accept that Laika was really gone no matter how much it hurt... she wouldn't be surprised if Laika was even dead, and the thought of that seemed to tear her heart to pieces.  She also thought of her children and how she had mostly let go now... the pain was dulled now, although it would never go away.  Still she felt like for once she finally had peace on that topic.  Her heart felt a little lighter.