Altar of Twilight i keep ending up here

Alya gave a tiny sniffle and a nod of acknowledgement - she was disgusted by Aditya's sympathy, not because of who offered it, but because it had been required in the first place. Abruptly, she was tired of the game she played, and wished there were no reason for this sort of subterfuge. At times, it was difficult to remember that she was not afraid or heartbroken. At times, Alya was almost certain that she was both.

"They do seem reasonable," she agreed with evident frustration. "I've met several of them. One of my sisters is best friends with a girl from their pack. It doesn't make sense that they'd do something like this, but they have." She wasn't making sense, she realized. Wasn't holding up the same story. "It's just... I know we used to have bad blood between us, after the famine and everything... but I thought it was behind us. I thought the leadership had changed."

She shook her head. "But no one ever changes. I'd stay as far from them as I could, if I were you."