Profile of Nil: Quick Facts
Nil
Played By: Not specified
Marked Away: depression lol
December 07, 2019 — Unknown
Basic Info
Full Name: nil
Subspecies: fox
Sex: Female
Age: (1997)
Birthplace: not here
At a Glance
animals weep in distant woods, and cry your name with voices never meant to speak. these sounds will trouble your heart, set it thrumming like a moth pressed under a hand, beg you to follow. try not to listen—they lie beyond a threshold you cannot return from.
Profile of Nil: Details
Personality


on ink-black nights, your spirit slips through your bones
and walks free. it wanders in its thousand silent forms,
passes ghostly below cedar trees and across rolling plains.
it returns to fill your head with animal memories,
raw and alive with longing.

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i'm nil. i'm an aspiring taxidermist with a strange affinity
for halos, roses, the color pink, canine teeth, triangles, carousel horses & all things that sparkle.
i'm currently in a long-distance relationship with my boyfriend who lives in brazil,
and although we're so far apart we make it work. my life isn't very busy. i spend most of
my time playing alicia online-- my name on there is nil, feel free to say hi if you see me!
i'm generally pretty friendly, i think. i'm a fox therian, i won't talk about this much unless
asked, i don't care what you think of it so long as you respect it.
i listen to a myriad of music; mainly indie artists that most people have
never heard of. my favorite band is glass animals, followed closely by snowmine.
if you want to thread with any of my characters,
please pm the IC account! or, if you would rather use discord, my tag is nil#0906.
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if you die before i die,
i'll carve your name out of the sky.
i'll fall asleep with your memory,
and dream of where you lie.
maybe it's better to move on,
than to let life just carry on
but i may be wrong—
still, i'll try.
it's better to love
whether you win or lose or die.
it's better to love
and i will love you 'til i die.


Biography


△ if i don't respond to a thread in 3 days, you can skip me.
△ amatsu is a no-consent character; bar loss of a limb, organ or sense, you can decide her injuries and their placements during fights.
△ i write in third-person limited with unreliable narration; what i write may not accurately reflect the situation.
△ feel free to lightly pp any of my characters! pls do tag me for reference. <3
△ i will archive a thread & tack on an ending after a month of no response.
△ as of right now, all of my characters are similar priority. all will get replies in a timely manner.
△ IC≠OOC; if you have concerns with any of my characters, feel free to pm me.

Relations
visions tear at the corners of your eyes, peeling back the edges.
there’s something just beneath, another place turned back like a
hazy reflection, at once familiar and strange.
it comes and goes, hitches your breath, leaves you gazing
toward a distant mountain that was never there.
Pack History
before sleep, strange memories bubble up–
a buzzing cicada night where you pant and push onward,
pacing low to the ground behind an empty schoolyard,
air thick with the smell of snapped weeds and animal hair,
the wail of a distant train.
you aren’t sure what belongs to you there.
Profile of Nil: Additional Information
Registered on November 17, 2018, last visited (Hidden)
i truly do not know if time heals all wounds,
it sounds like wishful thinking,
but i do know that you can't stop living
just because someone else has.
my love,
don't sink.
don't sink.
—your queen.
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