Neverwinter Forest home is when I'm alone with you

The statement held a range of emotions for the wolf – there was something about disappointing his children that made this the worst conversation of his life, which was ironic, given the battles and events he had dealt with in the past.
 
How was it he would try to meet a bear with fangs head on, and yet almost wilt at the disappointing glare he was receiving from his eldest daughter?
 
“They have a father. I will always be their father,” he clarified, his tone sobering quite quickly as he studied the bi-toned girl. His eyes flashed to Kaskara, apologetic toward how she must feel being in the center of this. “I didn’t want to leave them, Allure, but do you think it would have been fair to them if I had stayed and their younger years were spent watching your mother and I fight?”
 
It was truly how he felt – and yet there was a growing doubt in even his own resolution. If Eshe had not come to his life.. would he still have left Bazi completely?