May 03, 2018, 03:12 PM
wraen had taken a quick moment to let him know maia was in the pack-- but terance had been so busy with seabreeze and patrolling etc. etc. excuse excuse that he hadn't been able to take time to find her. it wasn't that he didn't want to it was just... well he didn't know how just yet. with wraen so drastically disappointed in him how could he possibly see another sibling? maia would probably think he sucked too.
lately, terance was convinced everyone thought he sucked. he'd considered on multiple occasions just stepping down. but what would that prove? everyone right? liffey definitely hated him-- he was fully convinced. had she done anything to outwardly express that? no, of course not, but terance still felt it. wraen was entirely disappointed in him. there was absolutely no denying that. terance wasn't even fully convinced that seabreeze liked him all that much. he couldn't explain why he felt like that, he just did. as excited as he was to be a father-- terance regretted ever getting even the tiniest bit wrapped up in those horemones. why couldn't he be more like dante? dante probably had way more self control.
wow. mom and dad would be so disappointed. the thought of them knowing how horribly he had fucked up and how bad of a beta he was just drained every ounce of optimism from his body.
wraen was right.
but through his moping, he was trying to find maia. they were family, after all, and even though he was the worst beta the world had ever seen-- terance knew he had to greet all his wolves. get acquainted, yada yada yada.
he spotted her a little ways off, and tried to perk up. his posture stood tall but his tail was waving and his broad smile was swept across his features. "maia!" he barked to her, beginning to trot over to her. no limp today, thankfully, he must've slept well last night.
lately, terance was convinced everyone thought he sucked. he'd considered on multiple occasions just stepping down. but what would that prove? everyone right? liffey definitely hated him-- he was fully convinced. had she done anything to outwardly express that? no, of course not, but terance still felt it. wraen was entirely disappointed in him. there was absolutely no denying that. terance wasn't even fully convinced that seabreeze liked him all that much. he couldn't explain why he felt like that, he just did. as excited as he was to be a father-- terance regretted ever getting even the tiniest bit wrapped up in those horemones. why couldn't he be more like dante? dante probably had way more self control.
wow. mom and dad would be so disappointed. the thought of them knowing how horribly he had fucked up and how bad of a beta he was just drained every ounce of optimism from his body.
wraen was right.
but through his moping, he was trying to find maia. they were family, after all, and even though he was the worst beta the world had ever seen-- terance knew he had to greet all his wolves. get acquainted, yada yada yada.
he spotted her a little ways off, and tried to perk up. his posture stood tall but his tail was waving and his broad smile was swept across his features. "maia!" he barked to her, beginning to trot over to her. no limp today, thankfully, he must've slept well last night.
SORRY THIS IS SUCH WORD VOMIT
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You can be wise when you're blue - by Maia - May 01, 2018, 09:53 AM
RE: You can be wise when you're blue - by Terance - May 03, 2018, 03:12 PM
RE: You can be wise when you're blue - by Maia - May 03, 2018, 03:47 PM
RE: You can be wise when you're blue - by Terance - May 04, 2018, 10:46 AM
RE: You can be wise when you're blue - by Maia - May 04, 2018, 07:03 PM
RE: You can be wise when you're blue - by Terance - May 08, 2018, 01:37 PM
RE: You can be wise when you're blue - by Maia - May 09, 2018, 08:45 AM
RE: You can be wise when you're blue - by Terance - June 16, 2018, 07:56 AM