Jade Fern Grove All the small things

"Be safe," Sarah murmured after Maia and stayed at the same place long after her sister had disappeared from her sight. She regretted in sending her away so soon, for not being able to offer any support and for many other things she could not name. But she saw no way of them continuing the conversation now, because the matters they had in common were very difficult and painful to discuss for both of them and as for the rest... Sarah was ashamed to admit that not only she had no interest in it, but also had nothing to share. 

Though it hurt, it was better that Maia was under illusion that Sarah was still her childhood idol and not the empty and cold-hearted bitch she was now.