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A sad smile curved her lips at his words. She wished she could just believe them and forgive herself, but her guilt ran too deep, and she wasn't sure she would ever be able to free herself from it; she, honestly, didn't deserve to be free from it. But, he was right about one thing: she didn't regret her children for even one second. All the pain and sacrifice up to this point seemed worth it to get to watch her four perfect children grow. As much as she hated herself for what happened, she just couldn't ever bring herself to wish things had gone differently, not if it meant she wouldn't have her babies. 

His praise made her smile and shake her head. Ah, well, I try to be, but I'm sure I make mistakes just like everyone else. She was sure she would make more as the pups got older. But you're right: I wouldn't change anything if it meant I wouldn't have my children. She loved them so much it scared her sometimes.