Shimmering Sands good love, good love

Her attempts to avoid the conflict were in vain. Suddenly the pressure was on her as each sister asked her about her opinions on the matter. God, she could understand each of their perspectives! Both of them had a point. On one hand, Huā could never trust strangers, or wolves of the common language- they had used her and her sisters, ripped them apart, confined them. Of course their cousin was the head of it all- but the wolves who had been willing to break them were just as evil. She had met a few nice people since coming here, but... still. She had no idea that she could really build trust with this people. 

And then on the other hand, matters of survival. The freezing winter of the North and the famine- leading to more hungry wolves scavenging for whatever meat they could find. Huā hated the thought of being forced into a world where she would have to meet new people and conform to their ways. But a pack meant security, and they would need that for the winter. Hopefully by next winter they would be better adjusted and could provide entirely for themselves. 

But between a choice of trust and survival- she would lean on the side of whatever kept them alive for now. Live now and comfort later. 

"美, 我爱你, 可是现在我们需要生活. 我们将来会很高兴. 我也不喜欢新人. 小心一点儿." She sighed, as if defeated. That was all she wanted to say on the matter and she only hoped that they wouldn't press her for further input. And she hoped Mei wouldn't be pissed off, because if it were not for her practical side, her heart would tug her to take Mei's stance as well.