Moonspear a wrench for your wrench

He sighed, appreciated all of the sentiment of her assurances, and truly glad to hear them come from her if no one else still left to walk this entire planet--so that was something, and these were words for him to keep close to heart, he could recognize that much. Still, it was difficult for him to measure up when he didn't know if he had an ounce of what it took all thanks to him never taking the dive. It was made of strong mettle, anyway, so he knew he shouldn't doubt himself but in the face of any change, he was never the most forwardly moving on his own. I guess.. I guess I know, to some degree. And that if not Arcturus, here is few other choice, he knew, and he wouldn't want to see it be otherwise thanks to how he was raised here on Moonspear--to associate their blood with these slopes, few else, and thanks to loyalties, their list was short. Though he was not exactly a sister from the bloodline, it was still with value and strength here. It's just strange to measure myself like that suddenly, and to know that I would want that now that I have the chance.. let alone be ready to seize it. Kukutux seems to have it set--she knows what she wants more than me, to what purpose, some sort of what to do if she had been a wife to a husband before, even briefly.. or maybe it just feels that way since I've been busy.. with my head probably in other places, not necessarily on what I'd plan my future to look like, he vented to his sister, voice low, quiet. Maybe that was part of what scared him, too. She made it seem so.. so straight-forward and maybe it was starting to have some strange influence on him. Horrifying.

On Clover, though, his expression was stormy and he had little to work with even before. I hope so, he wanted to agree that she was tough enough for this to not be worth worrying about. But, he didn't like any mention of Speedy, and anywhere near anything remotely to do with Clover had him on edge. With a lick, he swallowed the remark he had on those sorts of memories, and chose instead to focus on Clover. I thought she left a while before..? But maybe she knew, anyway.. I don't know. I do know Firebirds is mostly her family... he shrugged. So, likely, something instinctive added up there, one Jarilo could just squint at where he didn't need to involve himself. To conclude that, Jarilo just heaved a big, tired sigh, but he couldn't shake the stress anyway.