Redsand Canyon In search of you

"slate," Her golden eyes watched as her search quickly came to an end. She wanted to say something, but now she felt stupid for coming. She could see he kept his distance and she knew that this had been a bad idea, so why had she come?

She couldn't even trust her own body could she? "it is unsafe for you to be traveling at this time." She groaned. "I know. I hate it." She rubbed her nose bridge with her front paw, awkwardly she tried to look away and soon noticed soldiers surrounding them, looking. She didn't know he was married now, she had no idea what position she put him in. If he took her somewhere safe people might talk, but if they stayed here, it was not possible to say what other soldiers might think or do.

Why had she come?

"why have you come?"

"To see you." She blurted it out like vomit and she regretted it as soon as it left her mouth. Stupid mouth saying whatever it wanted to. "I mean. I heard of this. The pack. I wanted to see for myself." She tucked her tail between her legs as if it somehow could mask the scent she was radiating.

"You were not happy in Akashingo." and she understood. She wasn't happy in Ursus either, she was frightened and even more so now when her body was betraying her, as it always did. "Can I stay until this.. Passes?" She had no idea what Ursus wolves might do to her in this condition, but considering some of the shit Merrick had pulled, she was too scared to return.