Ravenshook Cliffs [m] uulikuvsuaqtuaq

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@Cen!
her throat burns with the weight of her endless shouts. she'd done everything; wandered the woods until her feet ached, howled at the top of her lungs in the hopes that he may hear it from wherever he was and now, dehydrated and only half-lucid, the mother wandered just a bit too far from moontide.
her son's words, pressing down on her lungs; bring aapa back.
her roaming led her to tall granite cliffs, the tree cover breaking away into an endless sea which roared back at her. it foamed angrily, as if it was shaking a fist at her.
burning blood, garbled shouts, salt in her lungs.
why should i leave you alive?
why should i keep you, hmm?
tell me now!
cen, her knees buckle beneath her, chest tightening and seizing as a wave of snarling panic lurches up from her very core. oh, cen;
crawling like a wounded animal, pathetic; bony cheek pressed against the wet rock, sun beating down upon her shoulders. seagulls crow above her head, and she imagines them picking at her viscera.
was it worth it to have come this far? she had fought so hard all for the sake of her son, but what if the illness had simply taken her? if she rid the world of her now, would ghelan remember her face once he was grown? would he ever forgive her?
why wasn't it ever enough?
why wasn't it ever enough?
why wasn't it ever enough?