Cricket Creek Bog thank you for your message but I don’t understand these, wont understand these things

Weejay was crestfallen, but she hid her disappointment well. It was too much to hope for, and Sugar Glider confirmed it: Elfie was not here after all.

Lately things just seemed... not okay. Weejay's world had started nicely, brilliantly even!! But then it seemed like her short summer had ended, and a long, miserable winter had started prematurely. And it wasn't just the killing her flowers that was bad. It was all of it. Her mom. The distancing of her father. Her brother..

Weejay didn't even notice the flash of red; she was too busy biting back a choked sob. Trying to hide that rough emotion she looked up, her eyes watery yet unshed of their tears, and her voice thick. "..whut?"