Moonspear I will go down with this ship

ultimately, her mind had returned to that woman aurewen had brought here. she desired fiercely to avoid @Kukutux altogether, and yet the burning, sharp-edged part of herself wanted to seek the woman out. to question her, or find some shard of her mother reflected on her and act, finally, on her rage, she did not know. 

it is the anger that wins. it always has, truly, and her mother's visit are bellows on the bare embers of ire she'd almost extinguished. they fan the anger into rage, hate, anything to avoid the truth of it all. anger is familiar, apathy is terrifying. and so she finds the woman's trail early the morning, and begins to hunt her down.