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Judas stopped at Malice's plea. Then Pyx's words followed. He wanted to forget. But now he could see, how could he forget? Not only would he forget the time he attacked, the times he murdered. But also the fun times, the good times. His and Malice's game, teaching Mitanni. Apologizing to Issun. Hearing that name spoken again by her, and in such context, he swore it broke his heart. Add the fact he did want to talk to Malice like an old friend, and he wasn't sure whether the wall was breaking or repairing.

He was conflicted more than ever. The voice started throwing insults, calling him weak. Pathetic. He hadn't even noticed he was shaking. Nor the small sobs heard. From himself. "Issun...forgives me?" he tried to say, but it came out in an unusual squeak. "I...I..." Just like that, he broke down. Mentally and physically as he collapsed to the ground in a sobbing mess. He suddenly wanted someone to come close to him, to comfort him. For once, he would allow such a thing.

Well that just poured out