The last steps towards Stavanger Bay territory from Gyrfalcon Keep were harder than any of the other steps he'd taken in his journey. Before setting off, Charon had not considered that he might need food or water on his journey, let alone shelter to sleep in peace. He hadn't gotten any of those, and had been assaulted by a dog when he had tried to rest after his visit to Duskfire Glacier. It had all been a giant bust, when all he had wanted was to be a hero that would save everyone.
With sadness in his eyes, the failed hero walked his tired paws back alongside Ragnar, who had saved him from a terrifying black wolf that had wanted to take the creature Charon'd been eating from. It had tasted weird, but at least he had some sustenance in his body now. When they nearly reached Stavanger Bay's borders, Charon was ready to explain; "I met a wolf called Blythe who was white with a black head in Ravensblood Forest. She said she was part of the Bay but I don't think she really was. And then she said that Duskfire Glacier had taken Kev', and I just got so mad and I wanted to return Kev' so that Levi would just be happy again and punish the Duskfire wolves for ripping our family apart..." Charon sadly looked at Ragnar, hoping that he would find sympathy instead of disappointment in his guardian's face.
"But then I got there and Scarlett said that Duskfire didn't take Kev', and that they thought the Bay had taken a child of theirs, so I think Blythe is just a stupid stinky liar who made everything up." He didn't really grasp how Blythe had known about Kevlyn in the first place, though, but his childish mind didn't go that far; he figured she was just a good guesser, or something.
Charon trudged on towards the Bay's borders and waited for Ragnar's reaction; he hoped that Ragnar wouldn't be mad, because surely everyone had been super worried while Charon had been gone, and therefore surely they were super happy that he was back now...
Sure enough, it seemed that Eitri did have things to teach Ragnar despite that he had been deceased for nearly three years now as Charon burst into an explanation without being prompted for one. Single eye roved to glimpse down at the boy as he spoke, though the Viking's grim expression did not alter upon his lips. The description of the wolf was met with vague familiarity to Ragnar but he brushed it off because he could not draw upon it with any sort of specifics. his the pack. He might not have been very sociable but he knew them from simply watching and inquiring things from Thistle as a debriefing. As the warden it was his job to know who he was protecting, after all.
After a stretch of silence, and Ragnar peeked at Charon once more, inhaling deeply and letting out the heavy exhale. He wished to admit that he had worried endlessly about the boy, that he was glad he was back, and that he had missed him when he had been gone but Ragnar didn't know how. He wasn't that kind of man and was not sure how to appropriately speak his feelings; thus he favored silence.
Charon didn't respond when Ragnar said that Charon should have sought him out immediately. He just kept staring ahead. After a short silence he countered, "She said they'd probably already killed him, so I just wanted — I thought — if he was still alive, I needed to hurry." Truthfully, he had mostly just been blinded by his hatred, had wanted to go there to seek revenge, and he hadn't wanted to bother Levi with all of this. If he'd told Levi, then Levi would've probably wanted to come and Charon didn't want to put Levi in any danger. He'd wanted to help Levi by bringing back his twin brother, knowing how much Kevlyn had meant to Levi; not put him in more danger by dragging him on some crazy hunt for a bunch of wolves that lived near a far-away glacier.
Ragnar said that he assumed Kevlyn had died, just as his parents had, and it hit Charon harder than he had thought. Somewhere, he always sort of hoped that some of his family was still alive, and not all dead. "I know," he mumbled, "But I just wanted to fix Levi, I guess, 'cause I know he still misses Kev' like a lot." Any chance he would've had at fixing their broken family, Charon would take.
Ragnar mentioned war, and Charon's ears piqued up. He hadn't considered that there might be any sort of war, that the Glacier might come to get them, despite what Scarlett had told him. "Maybe if Blythe is the one who told the Duskfire wolves, they know who she is so she can be punished," said Charon, failing to grasp the bigger picture of things, or that the Duskfire wolves might not believe the Stavanger wolves.
Charon cringed as they reached Stavanger Bay's borders and the infected untreated wound in his neck still hurt with every step. He wanted to be a big boy so he didn't mention anything about the fight with the monster or how much his wound hurt to Ragnar, but he needed Thistle's love and care in regards to his wound soon or the wound would infect further.
In a way Ragnar understood why Charon had done it — why he had dashed away, hoping to be Kevlyn's hero, and while it came as some kind of surprise to think that the other Ostrega boy may still be alive, Ragnar did not think that there was such a thing as “saving Kevlyn”. He had been gone too long, corrupted by whatever malicious creature had stolen him from the shores of the Bay. Would he even want to come home? Was the Bay even home to him anymore? Ragnar did not voice these aloud to Charon, for the child's own sake. Ragnar did not believe in hiding things from his children but at the same time Charon was still just a boy and Ragnar found that he was not so willing to steal away what innocence he had left of the world by marring his belief that Kevlyn could be saved with Ragnar's pessimistic own.
Ragnar did not know what to say when Charon confessed to wanting to “fix” Levi. It would have been easy for Ragnar to say that eventually their memories of their brother would fade and that the ache would dull to something that hit them only once in a while. Or, like in Ragnar's case, it would go away, though he had came face to face with Bjorn's death if only because he'd dealt it himself. The Northman hesitated here, wanting to confess what he thought might have happened with Kevlyn but was not, at this point, willing too.
Ragnar's singular eye, trained upon Charon as it was, caught the boy's wince of pain, reminding Ragnar that the boy did not come back to them unscathed.
When Ragnar went on to explain that the Gods took with one hand and gave with another, and that he should not focus on what was taken from him, Charon was quick to respond. "I know that," he said, somewhat snippy for someone who'd just nearly starved and got mauled by a dog, "But Levi doesn't, so I gotta protect him." Charon wished that there was a way he could make Levi see that it was unlikely their family was ever going to return and be reunited again, but he couldn't. He saw how his brother suffered and the one thing he wanted was to fix his brother.
Charon nodded when Ragnar said that he was calling Thistle Cloud to look at his wounds. They were infected, though Charon had little knowledge of that. They hurt, was all he knew, and if she'd refrain from berating him for running off alone, it would be nice to be fawned over by Thistle Cloud, who was more a mother to him than anyone else in the world and whose maternal love he craved at that moment.
When she saw the two of them, a softly uttered "Oh" Left her mouth, and she hurried to the pups side, he was still a baby to her, even if he was twice her size pretty much, or almost there. She licked his face, and nudged his small neck. "Oh Charon! I was so worried about you. Let's take a look at you." She sniffed at his wounds, brushed her tongue across a few fleeting. They would need a good cleaning, and he would need to have some herbs, to kill infection. Seawater would be good too, but she wasn't sure if he would handle that pain well enough.
Where are all his wounds?
Thistle came in as timely a matter as she could, rounded as she was with his children. Ragnar was silent as she began to fuss over Charon, a soft grunt given as he stretched and peered around them, keeping an eye out for the ebony beast that had attempted to attack Charon. The rest of this was not Ragnar's area of expertise but he would not leave if only because he had a family to protect despite that they were within the safety of Stavanger Bay's borders.
Charon flattened his ears when Ragnar responded badly on his snippy tone. In Charon's world, it was totally unfair that Ragnar reacted poorly on it when he in turn took a negative tone with him; Charon felt like a little baby put in place, as if he'd tried to run off and die, or whatever, when of course what had really happened was a heroic quest for Kevlyn. He didn't need to be told that his quest was stupid, because it had in fact not been; Charon was sure that Levi would understand (but Charon would never tell him, because it would only instill false hope that Kevlyn might be out there somewhere). Ragnar just didn't understand... Pff, parents.
"I'm not a baby, and it hurts enough that I didn't get Kev' back! You don't have to be an asshole about it!" Charon shouted madly at Ragnar, tired, hungry and pained by the infected wounds in his neck. He looked at Ragnar with sad, tired eyes to try and somewhat redeem his words, ears flattened against his skull and tail dangling low against his hind legs, for he instantly realised the mistake he had made.
He then noticed Thistle Cloud, and Charon hoped that she hadn't heard his words, and particularly his name-calling towards Ragnar. Charon said nothing, though he closed his eyes and winced when Thistle Cloud licked some of the wounds along his neck. He knew the wounds needed to be treated, but why did it have to hurt so much?
She had no idea, how long he had them, or if they were infected. That was a worrisome thought within itself.
It seemed for now, Charon wasn't going to get reprimanded for his attitude towards Ragnar, though Charon feared that repercussions might follow later. Maybe Ragnar was just really happy to see that Charon was okay; or alive, at least. Charon focussed on Thistle Cloud for now, not wanting to be reminded of his own faults and feeling bad enough as things were.
When Thistle asked him if he could get back to the den, Charon nodded. Quietly, he followed Thistle and Ragnar back to the den, feeling pain with every step but knowing that he needed to bite through this and needed to get his wounds tended to. He needed to be tough now.
Charon followed Thistle Cloud's instructions when she told him what to do while she washed the wound and made sure that the infections were all gone. He underwent the healing in silence, and after he was all healed up he went fast asleep in the family's den. Charon would tell Thistle and Ragnar about what happened the next day: for now, he was too spent from the exhausting journey and too happy to be in a safe place where he could rest.