Moonspear Next time, I'll be braver

Oh, star names; she thought that was pretty. She, too, had a hard time not imagining that things were different. She knew she shouldn't and that she wasn't meant to be here talking to Charon about baby names, but she couldn't stop the part of her that wished it were different just so things might be a little easier. Sometimes, well, most of the time actually, she wished she could take it all back. But, it was a wish that caused a lot of conflict inside her heart when she thought about her unborn pups; how could she wish for them not to exist? It was all very confusing, much like the rest of her life had been lately.

Still, she entertained the conversation, continuing to talk with him about baby names and asking more questions about the story of Charon and Acheron and inquiring about his wishes for number of pups and what genders. It was a stolen moment, one she didn't deserve, but that didn't stop her from holding on to it for as long as she could, knowing she would soon have to return to reality. 

:'(  
I will miss Charon very much