Neverwinter Forest i hate my last name. i hate everything it stands for

As he took those few steps, an ugly feeling rose up his throat. He felt guilty for what he was doing, even more so when he heard Mal fall in step beside him. Cupid lowered his head and closed his eyes, trying to ignore and forget him. And this forest. And everything that just happened. He shouldn't have said anything. It only made things worse. But it would be ok for Mal. As soon as Cupid left he'd go on with his life and forget this exchange.

But he didn't want him to leave. Cupid was forced to stop when Mal got in the way and pleaded for answers. You don't deserve this, he murmured, raising his head to meet that distressed gaze. You never expected this and you never asked for this. It wouldn't be fair for you if I stayed. Me and this baby would just fuck up your life and I don't want that for you.

I need to go, he repeats as he begins to walk off again, so I don't ruin your life.