Wheeling Gull Isle can i get a kiss goodnight?

Ying's words finally had Huā feeling guilty for the way she'd behaved. She had never truly meant to hurt her sister- neither here, nor in Rusalka. It was only the boiling of emotions that always seemed to burst in ways which made things worse. Her shoulders slump, she nearly deflates as her posture loses all authority. 

She'd hurt Ying. She never wanted to, and yet she had. 

She nodded following Mei's words, before adding some of her own. 我没怀疑你。 我很愚蠢； 我选择的话很差。 She bows her head with shame, reflecting now on the situation. On the way her attempt at avoiding blame was selfish- the way she'd thrown the dirt on Ying to save herself.