Noctisardor Bypass and loved by lightning

only if you have time/want to ebony! i left it all welcome so no obligation. <3

though praimfaya understands the necessity of being den-ridden with her newborn goufas she feels the familiar rooting of restlessness creeping thru her veins like a slow growing but devastating plague. she does not like to be still and feels a budding guilt at the knowledge that she is not on the borders, that she is not helping @Mahler lead as she should be.

she peers down at them; as she often does as they snooze against her and each other and cannot bring herself to regret them. she is in constant awe of her babes and she knows that with time she will have more freedom; and hopes that she can find the balance between mother and leader.

she blinks frostbound gaze; lids lowering as she brushes a ghost of a kiss upon skaigona's head first and then worripa's not intentionally trying to disturb them.

the heda loves her children as fiercely as she can love anything at all ...but she struggles now with that unwelcome but nevertheless persistent feeling of suffocation — and wonders if it means there was something wrong with her.