Emberwood it is time

idk wtf i did but lemme edit lmao @Kavik

Her heat had come on strong, stronger than last year, stronger than she would have thought possible. She knew it must be because this time, the father of her pups would be Kavik. Kavik, the man she loved and respected above all others. No, he did not love her in return, not in the way she loved him, but he also cared for her and thought of her as a friend, and that was enough. She had wanted her heat to come later, what with Ibis falling into a coma, the pack’s ranks being unstable for now, the general confusion whenever someone new took the leadership role. But her body had decided otherwise. 

Raging inside, her whole body quivering, the smell of her heat strong in her nostrils, she searched him out, giving a low howl that was clear to all who heard it what was going on. Come to me. It is time. She was glad they had already lain together, for now there would be no awkwardness between them at this mating. This would be for their future, and for the future of Uaine Gorsedd.

He had only just crossed back over their borders when her scent hit him. He knew it well, the scent of a female's heat; this time it was mixed with...Grezig—he knew that scent well too. Immediately he abandoned whatever he had been doing (he couldn't remember now), and tracked her through the forest. The closer he got, the more intoxicated he became and by the time her call stretched out through the trees, he had already almost reached her. The sound helped him pin point her location, and he trotted through the woods, slowing as she came into view. Now that he was here with her scent the only thing he could think about, he couldn't even remember any of his reservations from the day she asked him to father her pups. Right then, he didn't care about anything but her.

He came up beside her, brushing his side against hers and rubbing his muzzle through the fur on her neck. Every inhale sent a wave of need through his entire body. It was all he could do to keep from rearing up and taking her right then, and he knew he wouldn't remain in control for very long. She wanted this, his seed, him. Knowing that he didn't have to try and ignore the way her scent made his stomach tighten and his heart beat against his ribs was just as exciting as the feel of her body against his. He offered an eager, pushy nip below her ear to test the waters—seek her permission to continue; just to be sure.

Grezig growled with pleasure at Kavik’s touch, the way he nipped at her ear. She turned immediately, seemingly away from him, but she was offering herself to him. She lifted her tail away and looked at him over a shoulder, her eyes needy but also hard and demanding. She would not beg this from him, not again. This time they were both sure. “Give me children,” she said, her voice rough and harsh. She planted her paws firmly and turned her head to face frontward again, allowing him access to her scruff. “Do not be gentle.” This mating was for a purpose. There would be no love-making here today.

OMG editing because there has been a misunderstanding LOL

He offered another pushy nip to her neck as she spoke. It seemed his initial caution had not been needed. She had not changed her mind at all. Her demand and request that he not be gentle made his jaw tighten and his need surge. He had no intention of keeping her waiting now. It was as if her demand had snapped the thin cord of his control. There were only seconds between her words and his front paws moving from ground to grip her waist as his teeth found her scruff. This time, there was no gentleness from him, just like she had asked; he was slamming into her just as his teeth settled into the skin on her neck. He was surprised at how good it felt to be so unrestrained. He usually strived to be in complete control of his every action, so to just let go and give into the moment was intoxicating and freeing. And unless she gave him some kind of indication that she was not enjoying things, he would move at an unrelenting pace until his peak left him light-headed and panting against her fur.

They were as one for the second time, and like the first, it was everything Grezig had ever wanted. This time it was even more, for pups would come of it. She closed her eyes and enjoyed it.

When it was over, she lay sleepily on the ground, staring at Kavik with obvious affection, a look she did not give to any wolf, even him, very often. The last one she’d looked at this way had probably been Illidan. She pushed the thought of the boy from her mind. She would have new children soon, and this time she was determined that they would not leave her.

And thus, the seed was planted ((hahaha this pun was unintentional ok)) in her mind, an ugly thing, a jealous thing, an overprotective monster. It was but a baby now, a baby monster, but it would grow in time. It would grow into a creature nigh unstoppable to smother her children and keep them with her always. And she would kill anyone who got between her and her pups. Maybe even Kavik. Maybe even Illidan, were he to come back. Maybe even Xizur, were he to crawl back here and show his face, wanting to know more about his mother. 

They were her children. They would not leave and go off on their own adventures. They would stay and remain loyal to her. They would not find the gods like Tizir; they had her. They would not wander off to forget her like Xizur. They would not spurn her love, like Illidan. They would be perfect angels or she would become the devil.

She smiled at Kavik, but her face had gone icy.