Phoenix Maplewood Just do it

He flinched back a little when she yell his name. Now he knows for sure that was a bad idea. What ever hopes he had of some sort of forgiveness was just getting crushed. Somewhere in his mind he knew the real world was cruel but he never wanted to believe it. He kept holding on to the idea that everyone could be friends. He didn't want to see bad things happen again. It was silly of him to keep dreaming, now he knows better. The chances of something bad happening was always there and if it happend there was no undo button.

"I'm sorry, I knew that was a dumb idea." He said as he turned his head away. It was hard to look at her in the eyes knowing how angry she was at him. It's like he was doing more mistakes than he realized. Was it his way of thinking? It started to feel like the problem was him and not at all the wolves who strike at him.

Esaro didn't know what to do anymore. He wants to help out the pack the best way he can but if even that is wrong of him then what was he suppose to do? He looked back at Laika. "Then.. what am I suppose to do?" He asked. If everything he does is near wrong then how was he going to find the right way of doing things? He was starting to feel lost and desperate and his heart rate was increasing. How could he ever keep his promise like this?