Northstar Vale Happens sweet

She smiled as he came closer, just close enough to touch just not so. It felt like he was teasing her, how cruel were her dreams that he was so far even now! Everything felt so heavy that she couldn't even wiggle closer to close that distance, and instead, she just laid there in a daze, looking at him but not quite at the same time. I wish - she pauses, thinking how silly it all was to talk to herself, but thinking at the same time how therapeutic it may be to just talk it out. Even if Yuudai might not truly be answering anything in return.

Did I even tell you their names yet? Her mind bounced from one topic tot he next, as if she had already said it all even if she had said nothing on the previous thought. Did Hiromi tell you? She wanted to tell him, they were her children after all and Yuudai is an equal possible father to some if not all of them as Takeshi may be. Haruki, Hotaru, and Sumi. Her eyes felt so heavy, they drifted shut again for a long while. 

Is it wrong that I named her that? Would you be mad?