June 23, 2020, 10:35 AM
As Mahler's face turned away, darkened by a storm of emotions, Stag looked to the ground and worked into his mind the logic imparted by the general. To be so selfish seemed wrong, but Mahler was a worldly man with a wealth of experience -- surely, if he said it, it must be so.
He sighed heavily into the wind, glancing down the fir-studded valley that marked their home. "That doesn't seem right." Stag replied, though his tone was free of challenge and instead bore notes of conflicting confusion. "What if while doing that, I miss out on the things here? I won't always have you guys around forever, and if I am gone, I might be wasting all that time that was maybe better spent with my family.." He felt his thoughts were going in circles now, every new revolution as confusing as the last. "I don't think I am ready for that."
He sighed heavily into the wind, glancing down the fir-studded valley that marked their home. "That doesn't seem right." Stag replied, though his tone was free of challenge and instead bore notes of conflicting confusion. "What if while doing that, I miss out on the things here? I won't always have you guys around forever, and if I am gone, I might be wasting all that time that was maybe better spent with my family.." He felt his thoughts were going in circles now, every new revolution as confusing as the last. "I don't think I am ready for that."
and it brings me to you, but i won't just past through
i'm not asking for a storm.
i'm not asking for a storm.
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when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - April 09, 2020, 12:53 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - April 17, 2020, 03:51 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - April 19, 2020, 12:40 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - April 20, 2020, 02:55 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - April 23, 2020, 12:05 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - April 24, 2020, 11:43 AM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - April 28, 2020, 10:10 AM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - May 01, 2020, 03:32 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - May 02, 2020, 10:25 AM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - May 03, 2020, 03:18 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - May 06, 2020, 01:01 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - May 08, 2020, 05:25 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - May 11, 2020, 10:27 AM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - May 15, 2020, 03:59 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - May 18, 2020, 11:29 AM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - May 20, 2020, 10:42 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - May 27, 2020, 02:27 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - June 08, 2020, 01:32 AM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - June 08, 2020, 03:24 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - June 14, 2020, 12:50 AM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - June 14, 2020, 05:50 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - June 15, 2020, 07:09 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - June 23, 2020, 10:35 AM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - June 28, 2020, 06:15 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - June 30, 2020, 01:48 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - June 30, 2020, 06:04 PM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Stag - July 15, 2020, 09:03 AM
RE: when i've always been distant, and i've always told lies for love - by Mahler - July 18, 2020, 05:06 PM