Moonspear ^____________^

She didn't seem to have much of an appetite, and he could understand. This was a moment of clarity and probably disappointment. It was hard to know that your own brain could betray you at times. His had, how many times had his betrayed him. Kept him in a situation that he was needing to be out of. 

Because Moonspear is safe and everything outside of moonspear is unknown to you. So it is a fear of the unknown in a way. You were with your anang and Killdeer. She is also a safe place or more so wolfess.

Alaric settled. You know I was once in a situation where someone treated me really really bad. But I stayed even though I shouldn't have, because my brain couldn't fathom leaving. It's nothing to be ashamed of. Just something to work on. And sometimes you just don't know how you are going to react until your mind does it. That's all. I'm sorry Pie. I wish I had a clearer answer. But stuff like this is hard to diagnose. And it is different for every single wolf.