Moonspear count your fears if you let me

sort of antsy, terance was sort of lingering in the background-- @Rannoch didn't even have to howl for him. his friend filled him in and... honestly? it was a train wreck. terance felt like sobbing and-- in fact-- as soon as rannoch left to find liffey, he did just that. 

terance suddenly had no hope for this conversation, and if he didn't have such a deep rooted desire to make others happy-- he might've left the territory right then and there. but hydra was so god damn important to him that he couldn't just leave. he had to face this like a man. this was absolutely his fault, he needed to take what he deserved. he was the piece of shit asshole responsible for throwing everything they had away, he needed to do this.

when he finally moved after hydra's scent terance had recollected himself, though he was very visibly distraught. he spotted her and let out a bark, but it was sort of high pitched and ugly. inwardly, he winced at how badly he was handling himself. pull yourself together, this is your own goddamn fault. 

"hydra," he called, his ears splaying.