Wapun Meadow waiting in my room, and i lock the door

It was entirely unfair of her to blame him for so much, and really she didn't, she was just fuming and letting off steam in his direction - which again, wasn't fair, and later she'd reflect on that and understand just how unfair. In the moment she was an erupting volcano, bristling a little when he tried to counter what she was saying with logic and reason; she knew she should be nicer to him about most of it, but his previous words had really irked her, and the hurt she'd felt at the vanishing of her new friend was a tiny tipping point.

It isn't for you to decide! She shot his way, sounding every bit like the petulant child that she still was. Don't patronize me! She argued a beat later as he referenced being a big girl; how dare he infantalize her like that! She would've said more but she couldn't think of anything that would make sense in that moment, not until Terance mentioned her mother - almost like he knew she had vanished from Elysium. You knew mom was gone? When? I went home to look for her, for everyone, and the place was abandoned. Did she at least stop at the Hollow? Have you seen her, spoken to her?

Finally she was feeling the desperation again, that empty feeling in her chest, that gutted sensation which had overwhelmed her when she'd learned of Lily's death. This was different, it was like a homesickness, and Ibis knew somehow she'd never see her mother again - leaving her with Terance, who had long ago moved on from Seabreeze and the children he'd created with her.