Bramblepoint but i'm only human

set a few hours after this thread. tags for reference. <3

praimfaya bears it, until she cannot.

she bears it until the weight it feels like it is crushing her chest, her heart, her lungs. she does not want to leave @Opalia who mourns the death of her brother probably more than praimfaya does ...but does she believe that? she loves ...loved @Dacio, too.

her heart splinters for a third time and a part of her dies with her klikalida; more painful somehow than losing her parents. older. wiser. more understanding. more guilty ...because, because she should've done more. surely, she could've saved him if she'd tried.

when moonspear feels like it, too, might crush her; praimfaya flees. she has no destination ...but the world outside of hydra's domain offers her no solace. the pain, spirits, the pain remains. it remains and eventually; exhausted and gasping for breath — from running, from the sobs that would surely bring tears would she be able to cry — praimfaya collapses in the swaddling dark of bramblepoint.

wishing she could feel someone other than this pain

...or better yet, nothing at all.