Moonspear it wasn't to be, lovely,

The children were growing. Only a two she knew had given birth for the season, one being the Queen, and the other being Kukutux, who wedded Jarilo. Politcal marriage was common for her own homeland, and she assumed one day would happen to herself. However it never came to be, realizing Desdemona had tained blood, and would never be given the rights to breed.

And she settled on it.

She settled upon the fact, she wouldn't have children. The next breeding season, she waited for the same, for Hydra to end it quickly, so she can go back to her duties.