Larksong Grotto today i finally let go of your infantry

i think reek is my favorite even if laurel and indra are shits to him!! ack, this post was so hard for me to write from indra's perspective

indra caught wind of her father's sadness, and for a moment she felt a surge of bile and anger. how could he be sad? how? he had everything he wanted, didn't he? he had wanted saena and a family, and he got it. and when they weren't good enough, he found someone else to make a family with. suddenly tears welted her eyes and she jerked away from him, stung -- in that moment all the blame and misfortune of indra's life was wrongly placed at his feet.

"no you don't!" she half yelled, half sobbed -- her fur was damp and wet and tears blurred her vision as she spun away. "if you did you wouldn't have left mom and you wouldn't have made us choose an-and," she choked back a sob with a gasp of raw air: "you wouldn't have found someone else, or her." her words were accusatory and hurtful, but indra was meek doormouse no longer. she had been quiet for too long, and all of the sudden her stifle emotions were brought to the surface with sharp and pristine clarity.