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Like a seething flame even upon leaving the two, she still bristled up in a rage of sorts. Her steps forceful to the ground that each one took a grab at the grass that was left behind, and a snapping of her jaws, but no words came out, though her mind full of embers. She thought how more childish he was, even when she was ready to put aside any fighting to simply welcome someone new, rather he ignored her so and gave a glance of dislike, before going back to the loner.

Orlaith felt disrespected. She felt angered. How memories were gone but she stopped in place, remembering the same feelings that she had lost were appearing- was this how she felt when she left the court life? Even they were haunting her so the one safe place she thought to have was now covered in the old fae's- she felt no inkling toward them, especially Lumiya.. It was laughable how she thought she had fallen only to rise, but clearly, the Knight still remained the same position as she was before.

Should she.. Just leave them all behind? How thankful she was with Kaistleoki, but having Hiero constantly looking down at her like a rat wasn't something she could deal with, especially in public, Orlaith would never be able to bare that humiliation. Even if she tried to claim the throne that he lays upon, she looked at the thought of Ira, who would just tell her 'no.'

In the end, no matter the choice; Orlaith would be the loser.

And so she cackled loudly into the forest, and finally for once, breaking down into the ground. She was just so tired of this all, wasn't there a time in her life she could be someone? Collapsing onto the ground she so destroyed, hot tears ran down her face- a vulnerable position as she laughed, and laughed.. And Laughed.

No matter who she was, what memories she had, what friends.. Nothing seems to change. She will always be someone everyone looks down upon, someone just a useless other member that was so replaceable, they could treat her like trash. Was she trash? Was she? To the point even Lumiya couldn't find her valuable, and now the others too?

Maybe it was time to run away from everyone.